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Something has got to change.

Dear friend,

It has been a very long time since I last updated anything blog-related. Since my best friend is no longer my roommate and lives on the other side of the country with her stupid "boyfriend" I no longer have the ear that would listen to my raging vents. I think I scare my fiance when I let my thoughts run wild and truth be told, as much as he tries, he just does not compare to the emotional understanding I would receive from my roommate. I love him dearly but I should not rely on him for everything. He has his own demons and worries to deal with.

I remember when I lived alone in PV that I used to blog... frequently, as a matter of fact. Every emotion was documented, every detail was set out, every picture was accounted for. Granted, I wasn't happier then, but at least I would not feel the way I am now. I had an outlet. And hell maybe this will motivate me to start my healthy eating habits! Point is, I need to work on myself. Something has got to change.

I have to change. I need to change. I want to change.

And I have a good feeling about this. I think this may be the beginning of a (good) change.


Love,
AG.

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